Be a loner. That gives you time to wonder, to search for the truth. Have holy curiosity. Make your life worth living.
"next to the ague, curiosity is the most devilish affliction a body can be stung with. It's the most humanizing thing next to being born and can't be resisted...." ~ Nameless Narrator
Intellectual curiosity is the pursuit of truth, which Joseph Smith identified as one of the grand fundamental principles of Mormonism.